Wednesday, October 24, 2012

8:14 AM

Hi guys, it's me!!! :)
Ok, first, to start off, I really miss you guys! Maybe things wouldn't change (and I wouldn't change) if we had been together right from the start! or maybe things could take a turn for the worse... I don't know and I wouldn't know... Ok, anyway, I'm glad that everyone's doing okay! Live in the moment, right? :) (ok, so maybe, I don't mind the way things are now...)

Anyway, a few days ago, I was mocking at Carissa, who was having Chinese lessons in school,
while I had Marking Days, enjoying myself, obviously... ^^
so i guess now I'm having my fair share of dreary Chinese lessons and dreading paper checks (urgh...)

Ok guys, before you read this, let me give you a fair warning:
1. The content that follows is depressing (say thanks to Carissa!)
2. I’m not a good writer so the following is probably more like a grousing session (to me)
3. There’s an abrupt ending. (I actually have more to write, but am too lazy to continue…)

I can't believe we're graduating from High School in less than two weeks' time too!
It seems like only yesterday we all went our separate way and I was heart-torn, about us having to go to different schools
It feels like only yesterday when I walked into school and said I can't wait till I get out of here
But like, Bam! This journey is soon coming to an end, (too soon for my liking actually).
These days many a times, I find myself imagining what it will be like, to walk down the aisle with four years all rolled up in a scroll, thinking, “Hey, where did all the time go?” (I have no idea…)

(I’ve actually been pondering over the following for quite some time…)
I realized that graduations, or whatever similar, are markers of our life. They are about closing a chapter in our life and embarking on a new journey. This whole ritual thingy is never easy, because it is about holding on, leaving behind and letting go. But the thing is: what do we take with us, what do we leave behind and what do we let go? (I guess I haven’t really figured out this part yet, and I doubt any of us (Carissa and I, for that matter) have for otherwise, we wouldn’t be lost souls wandering aimlessly…

But people say that we will just know when the time comes, so maybe we should let nature take its course...
(Oh man, it’s so Zen-crappy! (>.< Omigosh, you know what, I think I’m brilliant for this brilliant idea!
Ok, maybe this will be my plan… (at least for now, maybe until end of higher chinese O-lvl )

And I feel like I’ve changed…

Ok, anyway, ciao! I’m tired!

Saturday, October 13, 2012

6:17 AM

Hello!

I can't believe I'm posting on this blog again! 久违了~

I've decided to post now since my exams were over yesterday and I"m pretty much free besides mugging for Chinese O's, which I have sworn that I will do my absolute best for by working extremely hard for. I want to do well for Chinese and being in NJ has only strengthened my resolve. My level mates don't really care about Chinese at all, and most are happy to be able to pass and not take H1 ><

So how has this sem been? I can't believe how fast time flies, and I've spent four freaking years in NJ and I'm moving up to Senior High next year. I'm absolutely petrified.

I hope we revive this blog :) I miss primary school and I miss you all. I miss how life used to be. I miss being excited that exams are over.

I'm only feeling more tired than ever even though my exams have ended. It has hit me this year that I'm going to spend my whole life slogging away and worrying about more and more things, and exams aren't really a big deal anymore. I'm not even relieved that they're over. Sigh.

I'm sorry about posting such depressing stuff when exams are still on (at least for NY). So if you want to de-stress, go listen to songs that are happy/温暖 :)

注意听词哦，可以帮忙疗伤^^
我现在很有空，如果需要说话可以打给我。
送你们飞轮海的口号：
我有，我要，我可以，（飞轮海）GO GO GO！

加油~坚持多一下下就过了^^

Friday, May 28, 2010

8:16 AM

Hello sweetlings (:
Its me again!
Then again, who else would it be?
This is a reminder to everyone else to come and post.

Yes i know the blog is dying.
But i think we should keep it, even if it dies.
I mean, can you imagine, 20 or 30 years later,
you suddenly remember about this blog and come?
That'll be so cool (:

Yupp ANDREA's birthday is coming upppp!
Yipeeeeeee (:
I haven't got your pressie Andrea.
What do you want?
Of course, andrea's birthday coming also means...
RAINIE YANG's birthday is coming!
HAHAHAHHA (:
I'm super exciteeddd (:

Anyway, acting from Khai Shing's orders,
we have to plan the 6A class outing!
So lets do it ASAP, yeah?
Khai Shing, at this point in time, is in Ausitralia!
You all received the message from her right? (:

I know if I post this your might not see it but ohwell.
Just posting for the sake of posting.
And for the hope that one day,
this blog would be revived.

So can your all update about your lives?
I'll start with mine!
Just came back from Malaysia yesterday.
School trip where we visited museums and mosque, and hot paddy fields, rainforests and mangroves.
Surprisingly, the Islamic Musuem was really interesting (:
Okay the trip was pretty awesomeeee but homesweethome <3

More would be...
I passed my major science test by a pathetic three-marks.
I don't know if i can pass my A Levels next time.
And I really don't know what to do if I don't do well for A Levels.
No O levels to back me up :(
I failed my maths.
All stupid careless mistakes that made me fail.
My LA borderline passes.
My chinese is okay cause NJ's chinese is terrible.

But for some reason,
I'm still living, smiling and laughing.
And I still love all of youuu (:
Okay so shall end here.
We have to go out soon, yeah?
SOON means ASAP means we have to start calling each other and making plans!
Okay gtg sleep nowww (:
Nights (:

-Carissa布丁

Monday, May 3, 2010

5:57 AM

Hello my dear Fabulous Fiva (:
Long time no see, yeah?
Miss you girls.
Anyway, short post since i have work to do.
Jap work, that is.
UGH.
How's it all going with you people?
Cheryl's birthday is coming! (:
Yay Cheryl, you're gonna be 14 soon.
Hahas (:
Okay now i seriously don't wanna grow up.
So not looking forward to next year.
I'm appreciating this year as muich as i can because I know next year it'll be much moreee stressful.
A hundered times different for JH1 and JH2.
Nj is super slack in the first two years.
So...
I'm preparing myself to die next year!
You're all coming to my funeral right?
I'll leave my treasured possessions of Yalun's posters, pictures, magazines and DVDs with you people (:
Cause i know you're will take care of them for me... right?
HAHA XD
JKJK.
I'm not suicidal, don't worry.
Though if i ever commit suicide it'll be by eating lots of sleeping pills.
No pain, yeah?
And no, I'm not going to kill myself because I promised Khai Shing *pause*
AHEMAHEM *claring throat*
Backstreet Boys's song:
I'LL NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART
I'LL NEVER MAKE YOU CRY
- END -
Haha okayys (:
No mor enonsense lah.
Just wanted to tell you all that i really miss you all a lot.
I'm getting super stressed because SCIENCE totally ruins my life.
Anyway, Eclipse is coming out on 1 July leh.
First week of Term 3, but it is still possible to watch together?
Or else June hols we just pick another movie to watch.
And plan the class outing together your want?
(:(:(:
Loving you girls forever,
chocolate布丁

PS. YALUN IS CUTEEE AND HE HAS 2 NEW DRAMAS COMING OUT :D

Labels: chocolate布丁

Friday, January 8, 2010

7:44 PM

Am posting again.
Yay for me:)

I'm going back to Boarding tomorrow:)

Okay. Read.
I finally 开窍 alr.
All good things must come to an end. Right?
So... if you all agree, i'm gonna delete this blog.
Cause i suddenly remember this comprehension passage.
Something about walking on the path of life.
When one path ends, its like 一段缘分已经结束了。
因为我们要开始新的路程，走不同的路了。
保持联络是一种坚持。
But i'm not saying we stop keeping in contact!
Cause this blog is meant to keep us in contact with each other!
So i think if its not helping, i don't really see the point of it existing.
Feedback, yeah?

Oh and tag my blog too:)
Cause i think its pretty dead.

Okay shall end here.
Sayoonara:)

Monday, December 28, 2009

9:47 PM

AHEM.
Who was the one who PROMISED to post last night?
CHERYL LIM!!!!!!
Yup anywayz.
I'm being nice to post for NOBODY except me to read.
School's starting soon for you people rigth?
Guess what?
I start a week later.
MUAHAHAHA.
And my 2nd class outing is when you guys are at school!
While i am bbqing and playing with my class at East Coast.
Hehe:D
Okay lah, i'll stop making your jealous.
I started my hols a week later what.

Okay you people, besides tagging this blog.
Tag mine tooo!!!!!!!
Cause my blog is super dead.
Oh and Cheryl, i'll help you with you blogskin soon.
Promise.
Sometime this week okay?
Yup okay gtg
Bye:)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

5:41 AM

Hiya guys!
How're y'all doing? Long time since I last posted. I've got loads to say to you guys, because I really can't find anyone else. So, you're the best!
Yup, I'm back from Australia. It's already been five days. And I miss Life in Australia really badly. I guess, the older I get, the more nostalgic i get. Ok, let me tell you about my Day 1 in Melbourne... another time!
(cause I've got to rush out my softball journal)
Ok, friday. I swear.
Love, Cheryl