Hi guys, it's me!!! :)
Ok, first, to start off, I really miss you guys! Maybe things wouldn't change (and I wouldn't change) if we had been together right from the start! or maybe things could take a turn for the worse... I don't know and I wouldn't know... Ok, anyway, I'm glad that everyone's doing okay! Live in the moment, right? :) (ok, so maybe, I don't mind the way things are now...)
Anyway, a few days ago, I was mocking at Carissa, who was having Chinese lessons in school,
while I had Marking Days, enjoying myself, obviously... ^^
so i guess now I'm having my fair share of dreary Chinese lessons and dreading paper checks (urgh...)
Ok guys, before you read this, let me give you a fair warning:
1. The content that follows is depressing (say thanks to Carissa!)
2. I’m not a good writer so the following is probably more like a grousing session (to me)
3. There’s an abrupt ending. (I actually have more to write, but am too lazy to continue…)
I can't believe we're graduating from High School in less than two weeks' time too!
It seems like only yesterday we all went our separate way and I was heart-torn, about us having to go to different schools
It feels like only yesterday when I walked into school and said I can't wait till I get out of here
But like, Bam! This journey is soon coming to an end, (too soon for my liking actually).
These days many a times, I find myself imagining what it will be like, to walk down the aisle with four years all rolled up in a scroll, thinking, “Hey, where did all the time go?” (I have no idea…)
(I’ve actually been pondering over the following for quite some time…)
I realized that graduations, or whatever similar, are markers of our life. They are about closing a chapter in our life and embarking on a new journey. This whole ritual thingy is never easy, because it is about holding on, leaving behind and letting go. But the thing is: what do we take with us, what do we leave behind and what do we let go? (I guess I haven’t really figured out this part yet, and I doubt any of us (Carissa and I, for that matter) have for otherwise, we wouldn’t be lost souls wandering aimlessly…
But people say that we will just know when the time comes, so maybe we should let nature take its course...
(Oh man, it’s so Zen-crappy! (>.< Omigosh, you know what, I think I’m brilliant for this brilliant idea!
Ok, maybe this will be my plan… (at least for now, maybe until end of higher chinese O-lvl )
And I feel like I’ve changed…
Ok, anyway, ciao! I’m tired!
Saturday, October 13, 2012
6:17 AM
Hello!
I can't believe I'm posting on this blog again! 久违了~
I've decided to post now since my exams were over yesterday and I"m pretty much free besides mugging for Chinese O's, which I have sworn that I will do my absolute best for by working extremely hard for. I want to do well for Chinese and being in NJ has only strengthened my resolve. My level mates don't really care about Chinese at all, and most are happy to be able to pass and not take H1 ><
So how has this sem been? I can't believe how fast time flies, and I've spent four freaking years in NJ and I'm moving up to Senior High next year. I'm absolutely petrified.
I hope we revive this blog :) I miss primary school and I miss you all. I miss how life used to be. I miss being excited that exams are over.
I'm only feeling more tired than ever even though my exams have ended. It has hit me this year that I'm going to spend my whole life slogging away and worrying about more and more things, and exams aren't really a big deal anymore. I'm not even relieved that they're over. Sigh.
I'm sorry about posting such depressing stuff when exams are still on (at least for NY). So if you want to de-stress, go listen to songs that are happy/温暖 :)
注意听词哦，可以帮忙疗伤^^
我现在很有空，如果需要说话可以打给我。
送你们飞轮海的口号：
我有，我要，我可以，（飞轮海）GO GO GO！
加油~坚持多一下下就过了^^
US
The Fabulous Fiva:
Andrea
School: NYGH
Egg Crack: 3 June
Her: Sweet-looking, but rather evil once u get to know her
Loves: Baking, fashion, Hilary Duff, Singing, Shopping, etc.
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Carissa
School: NJC <3
Egg Crack: 18 March
Her: Loyal Aaron-lover, can be very evil :P <3
Loves: Fahrenheit飞轮海's Aaron 炎亚綸and Rainie 杨丞淋, pudding, chocolate, animals, singing, writing, reading, tv, internet, etc.
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Cheryl
School: NYGH
Egg Crack: 6 May
Her: Smart, pretty, quite evil, sweet (when she's not evil)
Loves: Reading, music, sports, playing and hanging, etc.
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Khai Shing
School: NYGH
Egg Crack: 19 Sept
Her: Super evil, nonsensical and dramatic, great at arguing, funny, ego
Loves: Ugh. Where to begin? Almost everything! Mainly manga, piano, violin, sports, chocolate, arguing, music, etcetcetcetcetcetc.
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Melissa (Mel)
School: Cedar Girls
Egg Crack: 8 Sept
Her: Fickle minded sometimes, funny, a bit dramatic, ego
Loves: Football, Liverpool, music, playing and hanging, etc.
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